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Sunday, January 11, 2004
hihihi.. baru nyadar klo blog ini warnanya mirip ama cover Jewel yang terakhir - warnanya es krim bgts yah jadi inget tadi malem bis bakar2 ikan ma sosis.. trus ngabisin es krim almost seliter - barbeque ma anak2 + ama komisaris kantor gw (since he has been livin in front of our dormitory) sambil meratapi malam mingguan yang hampa.. deuuuuu.. emang lage butuh menyibuk2kan diri sendiri these few days.. lagi ga jelas - lagi ga fokus.. kadang krasa sepi bgt - ga bisa sendiri, pgn ngobrol - tapi gw ga bisa obrolin apa yg pgn gw obrolin (menyangkut hajat hidup gw ma "dia" hehehe..) tapi kadang dilain pihak gw pengeeenn bgt sendiri - jalan malem - ato dikosan aja ngitungin bintang - sibuk nyari satu bintang yg bakal gw kasih nama sendiri - bisa juga sekedar melototin bintang yg glow in the dark di kamar gw.. matiin lampu, meyuk guling - ngelamun dah.. (awas kesambit yang "alus2" ). Perasaan gw ga lagi period deh kok moody bgts yey - cmn karna gw belom nemu jalan yg cozy aja kali buat ngejalanin apa yg gw alamin barusan.. Realizing that we've through something beautiful - like fall in love - ternyata ga selamanya enak dijalanin yg ada sekarang malah mbingungke wae isine.. hehehe.. metu asline mau biasa - tapi ngerasa yg ga biasa.. mo ga dibatesin bisa2 kebablasen.. yo wes lah - rilekss.. - take a deep breath - hang on - whoooshaaa.. (sambil nyembur2 napas kemana2.. hihihi.. yaiks.. ) udah cukup indah dengan brani ngungkapin kok lets keep it that way.. keep it that way as beautiful as it can be..

buat kamu: makasih yah makasih dah bikin hari2 gw nyenengin nowadays dan selalu gw nantiin



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